What one writes reflects their inner state of mind and mine had been pretty muddled for the past couple of weeks. I had not been able to be my quintessential happy-go-lucky girl then. But I believe I have learnt how to take most things with a pinch of salt now. Otherwise it would pinch the people around me in a nasty manner beyond description.
Perhaps the song "kahaan chali gayi hai saali khushi" (where has the bloody happiness gone?) from the movie "Dev-D" best described my predicament. I even thought something was wrong!! Silly me!!!
Even though I could not put my finger on the reason for my restlessness, I did realize that I needed to relax, have time for myself, ask myself some questions and at the same time count my blessings.
Having done that over the weekend, I feel alive again :-)
